So, today I presented my video.
The class was kinda unsure about everything, but they all listened. (:
It was kinda cool to get my story out there.
After the video i started getting so many compliments... I'm even in another group (I'm in three huge groups now) They called it "the pretty peeps group"...just some popular kids..haha...
But, if my besty, Jessie wasn't there while I presented to my own class...I'm pretty sure I would've stayed quiet...(: love you Jessie! Today was just a REALLY greaet day! I had hardly any work to do, Jessie got me this realllllyyyy yummy starbucks iced coffee with chocolate chunks and chocolate syrup in it, I got to present to my class, AND i got to see my gentleman caller! hahaha (:
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Monday, December 17, 2012
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Meeting With Dr. Handler
So Mom and I met with my Neurosurgeon to talk about my tumors and if surgery was the best thing. Turns out....It's not the best thing. I felt sort of relieved when I heard this...But then I was like.."Then what are we going to do?" More waiting is what we are going to do.
Im ok with waiting. It doesnt mean that I have to do nothing. I'll just take things as they come and keep a positive attitude and have FUN!
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
DEGENERATIVE DISK DISEASE
i dont know much about DEGENERATIVE DISK DISEASE but i do know that it hurts. It hurts everyday from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep.
its something wrong with my back that makes the cushy parts in between each bone on my spine start to dissapear...so my bones are basically touching..
school is going alright though everything is pretty easy except for math. its just new stuff to me, its hard to get used to. Drama class is my favorite though. well i have run out of things to say. goodbye for now
its something wrong with my back that makes the cushy parts in between each bone on my spine start to dissapear...so my bones are basically touching..
school is going alright though everything is pretty easy except for math. its just new stuff to me, its hard to get used to. Drama class is my favorite though. well i have run out of things to say. goodbye for now
Monday, June 18, 2012
CAMP WAPIYAPI
camp was alot of fun!
i got to help all the other campers have fun. The water fight we had was one of my favorite parts.....near the end of it a big fire truck pulled up and the firefighter took out his hose and started squirting everyone!
another favorite part was when i went to a lake and sat on a rock....i was minding my own buisness when three chipmunks came up to me. so i fed them and thats when they started jumping on my lap trying to grab the food out of my hands....one even went inside my backpack!
i made alot of paintings at camp to raise money. one of them is in the camp art auction.
i cant wait to hear how much someone bid on it!
i got to help all the other campers have fun. The water fight we had was one of my favorite parts.....near the end of it a big fire truck pulled up and the firefighter took out his hose and started squirting everyone!
another favorite part was when i went to a lake and sat on a rock....i was minding my own buisness when three chipmunks came up to me. so i fed them and thats when they started jumping on my lap trying to grab the food out of my hands....one even went inside my backpack!
i made alot of paintings at camp to raise money. one of them is in the camp art auction.
i cant wait to hear how much someone bid on it!
Monday, May 28, 2012
BAD NEWS....
so we found out chemo isnt working! im just mad that they are making me wait 3 more months till they do anything about it....what do i do in the mean time? well of course i worry ALOT.
i hate it when docs come in and say "oh the tumor grew" like its no big deal to them at all.
im going to camp waypiapi soon....im excited for that :)
i hate it when docs come in and say "oh the tumor grew" like its no big deal to them at all.
im going to camp waypiapi soon....im excited for that :)
Saturday, April 14, 2012
NEW STUFF!!
so i started this new chemotherapy called afinitor.
the reactions to it are: dizzy all the time!, nausea, runny nose, i can get itchy too (i've read this on the package....lol)
OH AND SOMETHING GREAT HAS HAPPENED! i got a boyfriend! :D
this guy though is everything i have ever wanted from a guy. hes caring, hes kind, he loves me for me....this guy isn't judgmental at all, this guy always talks to me before he says or does anything,
this guy is the most wonderful thing thats ever happened to me,this guy is my best friend, and his guy is also......my boyfriend!
<3 u forever John Meister
Friday, March 2, 2012
MORE CHEMO???????
I went to the hospital on Monday and then on Tuesday. I was SUPER dizzy and just didn't feel right. So I was hooked up to IV to get fluid and they took a lot of blood. I always hate that part.
The tests on Tuesday were exhausting!
I had my eyes checked, hearing checked, hormones checked...SOOOO many doctors!
Dr. Rush came in and talked about taking out my port. The stinkin port doesn't work anyways, so I was happy about that part...I wasn't happy to hear that I NOW have to do MORE CHEMO!
Since my tumor hasn't shrunk, I will be taking an chemo that comes in a pill. Im glad I wont have to be poked every single time, but MORE CHEMO???? :(
I know that doing chemo is what I have to do, even if it stinks. I will do whatever it takes to show this NF who is BOSS!
Life's Tough...But You Have To Prove That You're Tougher!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
OMG....A RAT!!
omg so i saw this white rat....with long whiskers, and pink eyes, with snow white hair.......
sitting there.....
in a cage.......
and it was...........
A SURPRIZE PRESENT FOR ME!! :D
im thinking of naming it poptart......got any good rat names??
shes really curios, and very sweet!
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Neurofibromatosis in the NEWS!
Broomfield mom-daughter duo a model of positivity
They hope their way of dealing with incurable condition will help others cope
Posted: 02/26/2012 12:00:00 AM MST
FOLLOW THEM
To follow Kristi and Bailey Hopkins and their mission of thriving with Neurofibromatosis visit their blogs:
Neurofibromatosis is a hard word to say, and for medical professionals just as hard to understand. The as-of-yet incurable condition, passed along genetically, causes tumors to grow on nerve tissue throughout the body, primarily producing skin and bone abnormalities. While some people with the condition can live almost unaffected, depending on the size and location of the tumors, others can experience all kinds of complications, including hearing loss and learning disabilities.To follow Kristi and Bailey Hopkins and their mission of thriving with Neurofibromatosis visit their blogs:
Kristi's blog --http://thrivingwithneurofibromatosis.blogspot.com
Bailey's blog --http://achildsviewintonf.blogspot.com
To learn more about neurofibromatosis and how it is being researched and treated, visit http://ctf.org.
Broomfield resident Kristi Hopkins and her daughter, Bailey, know all about neurofibromatosis, or NF. The duo have been living with the condition their whole lives -- though they were just diagnosed in the past four years -- and have been confronting it head on for the past two years. In their view, a view all eight members of the Hopkins family embrace, the best medicine for the condition is lots and lots of positivity.
Kristi Hopkins first came in contact with NF about 35 years ago, when her brother, Mike, was diagnosed. Her mother carried the condition, which occurs in about one in every 3,000 births, and passed it along to Mike and -- though she wasn't diagnosed until 2007 -- Kristi.
Kristi Hopkins said the guilt of passing the condition on to her kids caused her mother to become depressed and hide from it.
"My mom ignored it and avoided it," Kristi Hopkins said. "When (I was diagnosed), of course, I wanted to deny it. I chose to at first be angry and afraid, but after (my youngest daughter) Brooklyn was born (three years ago), I realized my anger was getting me nowhere."
The Hopkins family knows a thing or two about the power of positive thinking. Dad Rich Hopkins is professional speaker and speech coach, who competed in last year's World Championships of Public Speaking. Rich Hopkins, who had his left foot amputated in 2006 because of complications from a birth defect, delivered a speech about living a positive life by living in your most positive moments and rejecting the negative moments, a lesson he passed along to his wife and daughter.
Three years ago, Kristi Hopkins was writing her feelings about her condition in an admittedly negative online journal when her husband suggested something that changed her life.
"He said, 'What if you did something positive for people that inspired them?'" Kristi Hopkins recalled. "That day I started 'Thriving With NF.'"
"Thriving with Neurofibromatosis," Kristi's blog, has been going strong for almost three years, she said, and is followed by more than 200 people. The blog, and self-published book by the same name, are dedicated to confronting NF and facing the challenges it presents head-on.
"I feel like if someone is recently diagnosed with NF and they Google it and somehow they find me, (my blog) can give them hope," Kristi Hopkins said. "Because I've gone on and gotten married and have a family, and a lot of times people who are recently diagnosed lose hope."
Mom shares her desire to help the NF community with daughter, Bailey, who was diagnosed at age 14. Bailey's condition has caused several tumors to appear in her head. One tumor puts pressure on her right ear and makes it hard for her to hear. Another tumor is near the center of her brain. While it is non-cancerous like a vast majority of NF tumors, it has been growing. Its growth lead doctors at Denver's Children's Hospital two years ago to recommend chemotherapy to prevent serious complications, and Bailey has been reporting for weekly treatments four out of every six weeks since.
. "I'm always nervous before receiving chemotherapy and relived after," the Standley Lake High School freshman said this week. "It's like, 'Alright, I can go home and play video games.'"
Despite a natural fearful initial reaction, Kristi Hopkins said her daughter has been a trooper, taking her treatment in stride and being strong for her family.
"She's so inspirational," Kristi Hopkins said. "She put her hand on my shoulder and said, 'Mom its going to be OK,' and she's had that attitude the entire time."
It was when she began receiving chemotherapy that Bailey Hopkins started her blog, "A Child's View into NF," which she has been updating for 1 ½ years. The blog, like her mother's, is anything but negative. It shows pictures of Bailey making prank phone calls while waiting to receive chemotherapy and posts discuss the 16-year-old's interests and hobbies -- including playing video games and drawing -- as well as how she deals with NF.
"I hope what comes from my blog is that I can help others and help them get through things with NF and help them find new hope," Bailey said. "I guess it also helps me express myself."
Kristi Hopkins said that in spite of her life with NF and its effects on her family, she feels blessed that she has found a way to turn it into something positive for others with the condition. She said she feels like her blog and her daughter's blog provide them with a purpose: Spread postivity.
"It's great medicine, because there is a lot of downside to living with NF," Kristi Hopkins said. "If you act like you feel bad you will feel bad, but if you act like you feel good even if you feel bad, it's going to make all the difference."
Saturday, February 25, 2012
OH WOW!
so thursday morning i stayed home from school, and then these news guys show up.
and they stay for about an hour. just asking me how i felt about having NF. And how i felt going through chemo therapy.
i think i did very well at this interveiw.
i told them i keep this blog to help people (mostly teens) going through the same thing...and if they cant find help from family...im always here :).
but i also told them how my blog got to be more then that.
unexpectedly it reached just about EVERYONE.
i told them how Dr. Laura Schlesinger talked about my blog on her radio station!!
i told them that my hobbies are swimming and drawing anime.... u might get to see it im not sure yet....ask my mom if you wanna see it.
but...something i've been wanting to get relized is my new saying
"life is tough, but you gotta prove you're tougher"
Monday, February 6, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
WINTER RETREAT
so on the 15th, i went on this life group vacation. and it was SUPER fun!
i got to go tubing FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!
tubing is where u sit at the top of a giant hill covered with snow, while you are in a inner tube.
i went flying all over the place, screaming as loud as i could.
when you're coming back up the hill you don't even have to walk. (you probably couldn't anyway)
instead you get to hang the leash connected to your tube to this hook thing thats on a pully type wire and it just slides you up in your tube. it was alot of fun!
after that i got some nice hot chocolate and watched a couple movies with my friends :)
here is what it looked like
Monday, January 2, 2012
HAPPY 2012
finally 2011 is over! time for a new start!
my new years resolution is to have less attitude.
i cant believe that tomorrow is my 16th birthday!
and chemo stops sometime this year too!!
i KNOW that this year is gonna be a great year.
you guys can comment on what your new years resolution is
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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