Friday, November 25, 2011

omg really???!!

so today i go to the hospital and the doctors put on two pairs of gloves before giving me chemotherapy. i asked why they do that and they told me that its incase it gets on them. i asked why it would matter and they said it would burn their skin if it got on them!!
i am freaked out! that stuff is traveling through my body! comment on what u think bout that

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

happy thanksgiving

happy thanksgiving everyone!!
i just wanted y'all to know that i am thankful i have viewers like you guys! it makes me happy to see all the views i get!!
imm thankful for the doctors at the children's hospital.
im thankful for my mom who is a strong beautiful smart outgoing person.
im thankful for both my dads. Rich who is smart, brave, thoughtful, funny, and strong.
im thankful for my dad Troy. who is strong, brave, and loving.
im thankful for my step mom Robbin who is beautiful also, and kind and helpful.
im thankful for my aunts uncles and cousins and grandparents too because well they will always be there for my family. even if they dont say that much to us
im thankful for good friends (all of u)
im thankful that i have a warm house to come home to after school.
im thankful for God, who will ALWAYS be with me no matter what. i know that whatever happens, its because he knew it would turn out for the best one day. even though it might be confusing on why he does what he does. it will always be best. if you dont believe that now, someday you will...so keep smiling. be happy.live life not focused on what others think

Saturday, November 5, 2011

nasty port!!!! -.-

okay so i come to the hospital THINKING i was all numbed up and ready to go! but i as fooling myself i knew it was gonna hurt, and it did! i got 4 pokes while i was there :( lemme tell u it didnt feel to good.at least ice worked...ice actually saved the day and got me all numbed up...just a heads up the ummm i forget what its called...i calll it numbing cream.....well the numbing cream takes an HOUR to start working! well that would've been good to know...haha...BEST part of the day was being with my mom "soaking" as we call it...its where we get a soda and talk :).....