nero

on Friday afternoon i had found out that i might not get the surgery i wanted i might have to have the one i feared of having the one where they cut open my skull when i heard this i went ballistic i couldn't stop crying. when i was told about this i was so scared. i was thinking, whst's going to happen to me, i was thinking will my mom at least visit me everyday, i was thinking about them taking off my skull, i was thinking what if something goes horribly wrong, i was thinking all these scary things then, today that feeling is gone i know that what ever happens it's because GOD wanted it to happen

my surgury

TWO DAYS AGO I FOUND OUT THAT THE TUMOR IN MY BRAIN CAN HAVE A MAJOR AFFECT ON ME AND THEY MIGHT HAVE TO DO SURGERY OR THEY'LL HAVE ME PUT THROUGH A DIFFERENT TYPE OF SURGERY WHICH IS TARGETING A LASER AT MY TUMOR AND SHRINKING IT UNTIL IT DIES AND BREAKS AWAY.THEY WILL HAVE TO KEEP ME OVERNIGHT (HOPE MY MOM IS THERE) STILL I CAN'T WAIT TO GET THIS DONE AND OVER WITH WALK'N DOWN DEATH ROW ISN'T SO HARD ANYMORE AS LONG AS SOMEONE YOU LOVE WHO IS THERE RIGHT BESIDE YOU

NEUROLOGISTS

HI EVERYONE TODAY I AM GOING TO THE NEUROLOGISTS AND THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME ABOUT WHAT PROBLEMS THIS TUMOR MIGHT GIVE ME SO EVERYBODY WISH ME LUCK! BLOG YA LATER WITH THE RESULTS!!