BI- PAP

on top of everything else. i have to now use, a bi-pap.
i hate this so much
i feel like i cant breathe when i have it on...the sight of it makes me wanna cry.
heres a poem. By Bailey Archer:

Where Am I ?

The world is spinning.

It feels as though gravity is pressing down on me with the heavy weight of the earth.

Where am I?

A cold,

Unforgiving place.

A place where the light never goes.

A child’s nightmare.

I’m running,

From what I don’t know.

I’m running from what I’m afraid to be.

I’m running from the things people want me to be.

Twisting and spinning,

Having trouble,

Can’t quite see where I am heading yet.

I see a light,

A light at the end of the long stretching road.

One brighter and more pure then I have ever seen before.

I hurl myself out of the pit of who I’m not.

I pull myself up.

I run wide eyed,

Into the mysterious magic of the bright light.

I am here.

The place I wanted to be. The place I longed to be.

MY Bracelets

 I will be making and selling these very special and very beautiful bracelets for special order, and special color. i can make them say 'almost' anything. But they gotta be short words. Or one long word. The pictures are an example. The bracelets will be $10.00 (free shipping in U.S. only.) I'm doing this to raise money for my family, and help out. CLICK the donate button----->>

and tell me how many you want, what colors, and what size. 

I Presented My Video Today!

     So, today I presented my video.
The class was kinda unsure about everything, but they all listened. (:
It was kinda cool to get my story out there.
After the video i started getting so many compliments... I'm even in another group (I'm in three huge groups now) They called it "the pretty peeps group"...just some popular kids..haha...
But, if my besty, Jessie wasn't there while I presented to my own class...I'm pretty sure I would've stayed quiet...(: love you Jessie! Today was just a REALLY greaet day! I had hardly any work to do, Jessie got me this realllllyyyy yummy starbucks iced coffee with chocolate chunks and chocolate syrup in it, I got to present to my class, AND i got to see my gentleman caller! hahaha (:

My Video

Meeting With Dr. Handler

So Mom and I met with my Neurosurgeon to talk about my tumors and if surgery was the best thing.  Turns out....It's not the best thing.  I felt sort of relieved when I heard this...But then I was like.."Then what are we going to do?"  More waiting is what we are going to do.

Im ok with waiting.  It doesnt mean that I have to do nothing.  I'll just take things as they come and keep a positive attitude and have FUN!

Nov MRI

DEGENERATIVE DISK DISEASE

i dont know much about DEGENERATIVE DISK DISEASE but i do know that it hurts. It hurts everyday from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep.
its something wrong with my back that makes the cushy parts in between each bone on my spine start to dissapear...so my bones are basically touching..
school is going alright though everything is pretty easy except for math. its just new stuff to me, its hard to get used to. Drama class is my favorite though. well i have run out of things to say. goodbye for now